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For the birthday girl
Now that you have a smile on your face, and you can focus with me, as I was telling you baby, somewhere, somehow, someplace, time was perfect, everything was in place and destined, and our story started. But did it start now or a long time ago? I don’t know and I don’t care as long as you are here with me now. I developed a passion of missing you, craving you, trying to see you in everything, trying to smell you, trying to remember you with places, with songs… And by now after all these months I have a little Lya in my head that keeps on communicating with me 24/7, trying to guide me, but sometimes she gets nasty — but that’s for the next paragraph.
Lya, mon amour, I wanna do everything so I am able to see you and walk by your side, make you feel protected and loved. I have never wanted for our love to hurt you, you are too precious to me to mess with your heart. I love you for you, and I am repeating, I love you for you, for how crazy you are, obsessive possessive, psycho — all coming from a little place from your heart called love. I was late to realize how much love you have for me, and that made me realize how much love I have for you, and I wanna unleash it all. I want to show you the passion of my love. I wanna be the man you escape to when everything goes right or wrong. My hands will be holding you always, and I will be kissing your face at every moment of any day that will pass before us. Distance is teaching me a lot of stuff, but it for sure taught me that your love is worth it. Loving you is making me change and grow, my soul became attached to yours, my body became needy of yours, with you life is colorful, and for you I wanna provide everything.
Lya, it’s 4:00 am, and I remember every night we were asleep in the same bed, while I’m holding you in my arm because it’s so easy to sleep with you. My heart feels at ease with you, your energy heals me and that’s why I love your nurturing archetype over me. We talk in a language only our souls understand. Our connection is deeply rooted with every little particle of this world. You became my moon. Whenever I gaze at night I realize how empty my life would feel without you, and every day I wake up knowing that you are still here by my side is the biggest blessing.
You are pure LYA, you are good, you deserve the whole world, and I cannot wait till I can make you happier day by day.
I love you so much, Happy birthday
Fadi
